Don’t compare your Chapter 1 to their Chapter 20. It’s simply not fair (to you).
“But Matt, that person [insert someone you admire] doesn’t do that. Instead, they’re focused on this item and that item moving forward. They haven’t done (blank) in years!”
There’s good reason for that. It’s because (blank) was done by them years ago. Now it’s so firmly ingrained in their hard wiring, in their team and in their structure that it’s second nature. That was their chapter one, two or five. Now they’re on chapter 20, which built on every chapter before.
Don’t compare your Chapter 1 to their Chapter 20. Instead, enjoy the chapter you’re writing now and give it all you’ve got.